I am fresh off of Parole and almost seven years of sobriety behind me. Ok OK OK! I smoke pot, but I have to say if that is my only vice then I am doing pretty F***ing good. I had hit a bump during Parole and I lost a little time because of it, but after 6 years of being Colorado State Property April 24th of this year I was cut free. Inmate # 132157 Retired at last.
9 months ago I found myself in a brand new relationship again after a while of being alone. I had just perfected my routine and was juggling the whole ‘Single Mom’ thing exceptionally well. Now we live together and get to see if we can stand the test of time. We are both getting old and are very tired of looking for the one. We have both approached this relationship like adults and try to handle situations as mature as we can. Growing and learning from my past relationships that failed I try to communicate and think before I speak.
2 months ago I quit 2 out of my 3 jobs in hopes of getting more time with my children. I was burning the candle at both ends and I needed me time to be a mom and also just to be Jen. I still bust my ass and work as much as possible. I never tell my work ‘NO’ and I always stay late and come in early.
I have 2 kids with 2 men whom are always making my life a little more interesting, stressful, complicated, confusing and lively I guess. I get no assistance from the state or from my ex’s.
My Grandparents raised me my entire life and as of August of last year they are both passed on. Besides the ones living in my house I have no family. I am completely alone. I have no one to ask for help or to care about me like your parents do. It has been a long road excepting them being gone. I miss them so much and think about them constantly.
I was born and raised in Las Vegas, Nevada off of Nellis and Vegas Valley. I lived in Vegas and only Vegas till I turned 22 years old. I am a city girl thru and thru and miss Home almost as much as I miss my Grandparents. I am currently living in a screwed up little town in Colorado. I feel trapped here and reality is not that way at all.
I have tried just about every drug and sold the ones I didn’t like to use. I hate pills and wont take them for a headache let alone to get a high off of. I have major anxieties and love peace and calm. I don’t do loud noise or chaos going on around me, so I hate meth. I was married for almost 9 years to a alcoholic and use to tell him that he drank enough for the both of us. Don’t get me wrong I like a drink from time to time with dinner, but I don’t do the whole bar scene or stumbling drunk act. I like my weed. I love to sleep and relax. It keeps me evened out and focused.
My Daughter: Mary Jane Rose born on my 19th birthday
My Son: Joseph Alias born almost 3 years ago
Family Dog: Dexter, 1 year old Pit
Family Cats: Brother and Sister
Female-- Hooka
Male-- Google
I have been working on this book off and on for nearly 10 years. I am so excited to be able to share it with the world finally. I want to learn from all of this to be better. I want to do this forever. Writing is not only a love of mine, it is a passion.
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