I love you still...

 

I thought everyone deserves a second chance, I guess everyone except me.

The tears keep pouring.

I am so hurt and all I want is my Family, my Life back and better. 

Why can't we fix this or at least try??? Why does it have to be this way? Why do I keep doing things to reach out to you and getting shitted on?  I call and no response. I keep holding on and you keep pushing away.

I know I should just leave him a lone and forget about all of this by moving on with my life, but I love him so much. I want to try. I want to have my Family back.... OMG THIS HURTS SO BAD. I pray to GOD every night to help me, to lighten his heart and listen to me. WHY!!!! Every time I look at my computer I think of him. Every where I turn inside our house I think of him. I hate this so much. I AM SOOOOO SORRY. PLEASE PLEASE. You loved me you said.

 

 

Please lets give it a second chance. No one knows the truth like we do and we want to spend our lives together. We are very strong and we can make it through this if we really want to. Today is a new day.